I couldn’t sleep last night (what’s new?) because my mind just couldn’t relax, it was all over the place. I really had a lot going on in this head of mine but the good thing about it is, it made me reflect about my life. It made me think about the things I’ve done, the things I’ve accomplished, the opportunities and time I’ve wasted, and also the possible things that are waiting for me in the future.
If I don’t want my mom to go abroad to work then I need to act fast. No time bumming around which is definitely where I’m good at. I know that. I need to take my life seriously from now on. I need to grow up. No more turning back. Shyness shouldn’t be an issue, it shouldn’t hold me back from taking the opportunities that I more than know that I can take and handle. It’s time to be independent. It’s time for me to step it up and not be afraid of taking risks. It’s time to rediscover myself.
I believe that in reality, intelligence isn’t enough, you should also be a risk-taker, resourceful and systematic. Be good at always thinking of different ways to do things. I think by doing so, we’ll survive. If there are things that you can do right now, do it.
Honestly right now, I feel like I’m chasing time. As the eldest child in the family, my responsibilities are getting bigger and bigger as time goes by and my parents aren’t getting any younger. So it’s like a matter of now or never, do it now or never do it all. I’ve got a handful of goals that I set out for this month. If not all, I hope I can cross out most of it.
I’m hopeful really that’s why I’m wishing myself the best of luck. ^^